Surrender

and a SURPRISE GUEST in the Circle I am reminded by friends of the importance of surrendering. For the past 2 days I had to surrender to these powerful medications, as what else is there to do. I cannot fight them. I cannot pretend they are not coursing through my veins and making me feel like a huge wave just flattened me on the bottom of the ocean, and I’m not sure how I will…

What I Love About The Aging Process, as I Prep for Chemo

Preparing for chemo . Dreading chemo . Understanding that it will be a week of physical trauma and then I’ll be ok. I never know from time to time however, just what traumas will show up. Will my eyelashes and eyebrows come out THIS time? Will my toenails shrivel up? Will I have some new side effect that I haven’t even considered? I was supposed to go to a 65th birthday party today, and everyone…